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Where Do You Think You’re Going? by David Parker
Recently, I overheard a teenager expressing her uneasiness over her present inability to know the location of God’s will for the missionary call on her life. My first thought was that it is certainly a wonderful thing for a young person to speak with careful attention to the will of God for his/her life. My next thought was, “Why in world is this young lady fretting about where in the world she’s going at her age!” Sometimes, I think young people feel that when they surrender to God’s call on their life in a church service, there’s an airplane waiting for them in the church parking lot to take them to the mission field. The Bible record reveals that there’s whole lot more to it than that. I personally believe that a “Call” from God is a passionate desire to surrender your life to Him without any preconditions (1 Timothy 3:1). God calls many people, but most aren’t listening. They’re listening to the world or something else. God’s call is only realized when we respond. This is what happened to young Samuel after his mother had dropped him off at the temple to serve the Lord. For Samuel, the call was evident when he acknowledged God calling his name. And when he did, God spoke to him (1 Samuel 3:1-11). When God calls us, all we know is that He is God and we want to surrender to Him completely. We cast ourselves completely upon Him in unquestioning submission. This is what the Apostle Paul did. He said, “Lord, what do you want me to do” (Acts 9:6)?
Too many people take control of their training and assume they are qualified to know what they need to prepare for a place and task which is, in fact, unknown to them. Let me remind you that Paul wasn’t a teenager when he gave his life to Jesus Christ. He was approximately thirty years of age. He had also graduated from the Jewish equivalent of Harvard or Yale in his day and had accumulated years of experience traveling and working within the Jewish religious system. His brag sheet is found in Philippians chapter three. If anybody was ready to get “plugged” right into a ministry position (from a human perspective), it was the Apostle Paul. But the Lord thought he needed some additional training. Right away, the Lord sent Paul to Arabia for a three-year course on Old Testament Survey (something he already had on his transcript) and a personal walk and talk with the Author of the Book (Galatians 1:17). After this, the Lord sent him to Jerusalem for two weeks (Galatians 1:18; Acts 9:26-29; 22:17-18). Paul then spent ten, relatively silent years in Tarsus of Cilicia where he was born. Barnabas came looking for him after these ten years and brought Paul to Antioch of Syria where they both spent a year working in a new church (Acts 11:25-26). And it was from this church that God spoke to the church as well as Barnabas and Paul (Saul) concerning what would be for Paul, three to five different missionary journeys covering a fifteen-year time period. By the way, this means that the Apostle Paul was approximately forty-five years of age when he began what we would consider his primary ministry. I think the Lord was uniquely equipping Paul with the things he was going to need to execute the mission he would be assigned. The Lord knows what we need; He knows when we are ready; and He knows when the timing is right for us to begin. Our main job is to follow Him step by step and learn to do what we are told.
Being content to accept God’s training agenda and the timing of our sending lays an appropriate foundation for us to embrace His will for how we finish the race. Before Paul was martyred at the age of sixty-eight or sixty-nine, he spent the last eight or ten years of his life in prison writing most of the New Testament and instructing churches. Even this part of his life was designed by God to serve the church and God’s purposes. The Bible’s account of the Apostle Paul’s surrender and preparation demonstrates that God was not in a hurry to get Paul to the field. It was more important that Paul be ready to face what was waiting for him than it was for him to see how fast he could get there.
David Parker |
– John C. Maxwell